The Property of Little Mind

What Bill Gates said....true..

2010-11-09T12:22:00.001+08:00

Here's what he said:

Rule 1: Life is not fair--get used to it.

Rule 2: The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect
you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.

Rule 3: You will NOT make 40 thousand dollars a year right out of high
school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone, until you earn both.

Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. He
doesn't have tenure.

Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your grandparents had
a different word for burger flipping----they called it opportunity.

Rule 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about
your mistakes, learn from them.

Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are
now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and
listening to you talk about how cool you are. So before you save the rain
forest from the parasites of your parents' generation, try delousing the
closet in your own room.

Rule 8: Your school may have done away with winners and losers but life has
not. In some schools they have abolished failing grades and they'll give you
as many times as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the
slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life.

Rule 9: Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and
very few employers are interested in helping you find yourself. You have to
do that on your own time.

Rule 10: Television is NOT real life. In real life people actually have to
leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.

Rule 11: Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.

DND ..if not..

2010-10-14T20:35:00.002+08:00

Growing Calvin..ahh...i miss the comic

2010-09-30T17:55:00.001+08:00

Kobe@Catch Me

2010-09-30T14:52:00.002+08:00

When They Come For Me

I am not / a pattern to be followed

The pill that I'm on is a tough one to swallow

I'm not a criminal / not a role model

Not a born leader I'm a tough act to follow

I am not / the fortune and the fame

Nor the same person telling you to forfeit the game

I came in the ring like a dog on a chain

And I found out the underbelly's sicker than it seems

And it seems ugly / but it can get worse

'Cause even a blueprint is a gift and a curse

'Cause once you got a theory of how the thing works

Everybody wants the next thing to be just like the first

And I'm not a robot

I'm not a monkey

I will not dance even if the beat's funky

Opposite of lazy / far from a punk

Ya'll ought to stop talking start trying to catch up motherfucker

And all the people say

Lauryn said money change a situation

Big said it increase the complication

Kane said don't step / I ain't the one

Chuck said that uzi weigh a motherfuckin' ton

And I'm just a student of the game that they taught me

Rockin' every stage in every place that it brought me

I'm awfully underrated / but came here to correct it

And so it ain't mistaken I'ma state it for the record /

I am / the opposite of wack / opposite of weak

Opposite of slack / synonym of heat

Synonym of crack / closest to a peak

Far from a punk

Ya'll ought to stop talking / start trying to catch up motherfucker

And all the people say

Oh / When they come for me

Come for me

I'll be gone

I need hug..Sob

2010-09-17T18:14:00.002+08:00

Simple Happiness

2010-09-17T01:23:00.003+08:00

Make My Day (^_^)

I am not bored

2010-09-13T15:26:00.005+08:00

What men secretly

2010-09-06T01:10:00.007+08:00

We ~~like~~ /love to cuddle you. Who doesn't?Especially when you smell so great with you hair freshly washed with shampoo we can't get enough of. Definitely helps me get through the long dreary day at the office so I can come back to you and get more of that.
We love it when you dress up. It means you are making an effort. If you've dressed up for a date, I know it means you are doing it for me. And nothing makes me feel more special than to see you making a fuss to impress me.
I also love it when you are all natural. Dressing up aside, I love how you look the first thing in the morning: hair all over the place and eyes so sleepy that all I want to do is hold you even tighter so we can stay in bed for much longer. Why do I love it? It shows the real you without makeup and complicated dresses - just like the person I first noticed, love and can't get enough of.
We think we are good in bed. It all boils down to the confidence - every guy thinks that they are a stud in bed. We'd like to think that when it comes to pleasing you, we know exactly which buttons to push. Blame it on your friends. It's not as if we are about to tell our friends what bedroom issues we have.
We do think of settling down sometimes. Yes,we do. I want to have children I can play with - a boy I can teach basketball all about and a girl I can pamper. I like playing house, especially if it means coming home to you. Best part of it all, I like the idea of you in my bed every day.
We sometimes buy things to make us feel better. You think you are the only one who appreciates retail therapy? Remember the PS3, we want to buy so cheer us up when we feeling down at work and want some distraction(when you not around).
We don't want you to be one of the guys. If I wanted someone like my friends, I wouldn't look for a girlfriend; I just hang out with the boys.

Copied from the star

Piranha, LMAO

2010-09-05T02:47:00.008+08:00

Just finish watching "Piranha"

This the main actor in the movie. So call ancient the First Piranha

Look scary and much "ganas" than our Amazon black piranha eh?

Actually piranha look like

Laugh my ass throughout the movie. Lots of blood and flesh ripping scenes. In the end, we realise those are anak piranha. There are bapak and mak piranha running loose in the water. Somehow I got strong feelings of sequel.

And Google show me this:

WTF.. I switching back to "Monster River" on Discovery...

Take your time, bi...

2010-09-03T02:29:00.001+08:00

What promotion really mean...

2010-09-03T02:11:00.002+08:00

Sad but true T.T

Malaysia 3G...

2010-09-01T18:33:00.003+08:00

Wimax..u better pick up faster....

No Woman No Cry

2010-08-30T16:10:00.003+08:00

You may not be her first, her last, or her only.

She loved before, she may love again.

But if she loves you now, what else matters?

She’s not perfect – your aren’t either,

and the two of you may never be perfect together but

if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice,

and admit to being human and making mistakes,

hold onto her and give her the most you can.

She may not be thinking about you every second of the day,

but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break – her heart.

So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze

and don’t expect more than she can give.

Smile when she makes you happy,

let her know when she makes you mad,

and miss her when she’s not there

- Bob Marley -

Hold My Hand

2010-08-25T23:15:00.005+08:00

Some people scared to do it,

Some people neglected it,

Some people took it for granted,

Yet to me, its too important.

Hold my hand & walk with me,

To this road of future full of uncertainty,

If you fall, I pull u up,

If I fall , you pull me up.

Thats how a relationship should be.

Some road will wet,

Some road has holes and so on,

But hold my hand ,bi..

I will put my life on hand to keep u safe,

You might get some cuts or bruise along way,

But I keep you happy and alive ,

As long as you hold hand.

Sometimes you feel tired,

Sometimes the hand get slippery,

Hold it harder,

Grip it better,

For that, I lay my life for you.

Don't ever doubt my hand,

Its firm and always there,

Always ready to hold you and protect you,

Even though,sometimes it hurt me too,

I show you my world,

My overwhelming feelings,

My happiness,

My insecurities,

When you hold my hand..

Bi,..juz hold my hand,

We walk this road together,

You can fall,

You can rest when you're tired,

You can even shake it off,

But remember..

Hold my hand..

The road still far ahead,

I need you more than you know,

I need your hand too..

I love you..

Happy Anniversary..Bi...

Setan

2010-03-15T21:43:00.002+08:00

You really a setan,

Since I know you, always think that u "mm kan tan",

Your innocences toward the love to me,

It's so amazing till it's hard to believe.

You showed me how to love whole heartedly,

And how to be loved wholely.

I have my past, it's not pretty..

Maybe that's why i don't remember all the moments that are happy,

If its written there, I am really sorry..

Its juz part of my history...

Other than that, its juz a sad story.

Until the day, u walk into me...

Loving you is easy..

Handling you is not messy...

Understand me is the tougher part..

Coz there's still fear in ur heart.

Hurting me is the last thing u want do,

So,Losing me become option that u often want to

I told u b4 its pain make me wordy,

But understand what kind of pain in this,

Pain of not handling this better,

Even before we get together..

Now i am biting myself over my mistakes..

Hurting you while in the process..

I am really sorry to got you confuse..

But loving you nothing to be amused..

I am man that asked for nothing,

Juz wish to love you and care for well -being.

Please dun think this is too painful..

It just my mistakes for not cleaning up my fool..

Eventhough it juz a bloody blog..or a little facebook tag

I ought to cleaned up my act.

Thats the reason I wrote in paper to you,

Notes that juz specially juz for you.

Not for whole damn internet world view,

Like fucking entertainment preview..

From you I learned about privacy,

Something I ignore which is pricey..

Loving you is amazing...

Please understanding this...

Its not pain when with you...

But its pain i endure for ignorantly hurting you...

My love for you is now and real,

Bi, this is the real deal..

Every word is sincere from the heart..

I am working hard so we dun be apart..

Please Understand me..

like how you love me.

Sempurna

2010-02-09T01:34:00.003+08:00

Kau begitu sempurna

Dimataku kau begitu indah
Kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujimu

Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna... Sempurna...

Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku

Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa

Setanku...

MVPuppets...Rulez

2009-12-23T10:00:00.003+08:00

Temporarily Angel

2009-10-28T00:16:00.003+08:00

As god forbid, I shall not seek happiness for my own but to be there for u,

As angel, I shall not ask for favors but be ready to do one as demand,

I am not allowed to find comfort within you,

But comfort I shall provide as when you need it.

Yet you should know I am just temporarily,

Yet you should aware I too have dignity,

What I provide could be just momentarily pleasure,

But its better than you being toyed at someone's leisure,

I would never judge you or whatever you said and do,

Neither you should judge me too.

Lending an ear to listen, a shoulder to cry on, a hand to grasp, a feeling to care is what I do for you.

What I did outside, nothing gotta with you.

I am not angry nor any hatred.

Yet the trust I have is getting thinner..

All I have for you still a little respect, a much care, a lot of concern ...

and a big fat hope that you will start to grow..

Grow out from your fear and insecurity and obscurities.

Be the person who I see inside of you....

Life is not the end when one love ended.

Nor is life any livelier if you don't love yourself.

Even Angel get frustrated too...

Coz sometimes there's not much I can do.

But smile and care and pray that you knew....

Remember its just be temporarily..

The present of me will glooms,

The care of mine will fade...

Then this angel will be just a memory..

A special Angel just for you...

Finally...

2009-09-27T23:52:00.002+08:00

Thank you for the honesty.

It completed everything.

I wasn't wrong. You wasn't right.

At least, you ending it kinda save me.

Coz its not worth it.

Just ironic your loyalty which you proud of.

You just sway in such short period compare over the time we had.

It show how fragile human feeling is,

Regardless how good a person is.

I could not hate you at all

Nor I could think this is all your faults.

Maybe it was my fault to begin..to be so persistent..something I considered now is wrong.

Yes, I would bled and bear the pain.

But smiles craving at the corner of my lips.

I was never wrong..maybe wrong for not trusting myself.

Trust that I more than good for you.

You going to be a memory now..slowly and definitely..

A memory which has so many losses.

Every lost is a lesson learned.

I wish you all the best wishes and good luck in your life.

Coz i think you need it more than me.

Try not to get lost in ur life..

For you know that I am not gonna be there anymore..

Someone You Used to Know

2009-09-15T14:03:00.004+08:00

It was helpless anyway

There's nothing much we could do or say

Darling don't you think it's a shame?

that it had to end this way

So here's to say goodbye,

our love is lost, and we cant figure why

maybe it really is about time

that we finally made up our minds

So Darling, here's to you

i hope that when you find someone new

that she would always be true to you

to love and understand you

Soon you'll build new memories

then slowly you'd forget about me

then i would slowly be

a distant memory

*Soon i'll just be

that someone you used to know

But darling you will thank me

for letting you go

time is not for wasting

i hope you'll find your intended

But i'm sorry

that your intended isn't me

it's not an easy thing

to shake off our history

i know that's what you want from me

but they will always stay with me

i admit i made mistakes

but darling with you it's just the same

if we stay there will be more to make

i dont know how much more we can take

Darling, it would be unfair

to stay with something no longer there

but it doesn't mean i no longer care

but i'd feel like a burden you can't bear

Baby,is that how you feel...

It's ok...I will be just a memories ..

Someone You used to know...

Take care...

Please..Love...Me.....

2009-08-25T09:21:00.002+08:00

别回答别回答我
我爱着你眼不能收
别回答别回答我
我担心你是否我太靓了
可时空变换了这么多
没了你我心中的王国
哦~ 不愿一切就要跟你离开
随着漩涡渐渐沉没

爱我吧像是你的心律动
说完了我都不想承认心痛
忘了吧我也不能坐在这心挂
爱我吧爱我吧

别回答别回答我
我爱着你眼不能收
别回答别回答我
我担心你是否我太吊了
可时空变换了这么多
没了你我心中的王国
哦~ 不愿一切就要跟你离开
随着漩涡渐渐沉没

爱我吧像是你的心律动
说完了我都不想承认心痛
忘了吧我也不能坐在这心挂
爱我吧爱我吧

凡人的无奈像是一代厮守的红尘
这倒带消失的爱追不来
去忍受
在硝烟后有难过的时候
古人曾经说过知己难求
爱我吧像是你的心律动
说完了我都不想承认心痛
忘了吧我也不能坐在这心挂

爱我吧爱我吧

Inch By Inch

2009-08-18T19:35:00.001+08:00

I don't know what to say really.
Three minutes
to the biggest battle of our professional lives
all comes down to today.
Either
we heal
as a team
or we are going to crumble.
Inch by inch
play by play
till we're finished.
We are in hell right now, gentlemen
believe me
and
we can stay here
and get the shit kicked out of us
or
we can fight our way
back into the light.
We can climb out of hell.
One inch, at a time.

You know when you get old in life
things get taken from you.
That's, that's part of life.
But,
you only learn that when you start losing stuff.
You find out that life is just a game of inches.
So is basketball.
Because in either game
life or basketball
the margin for error is so small.
I mean
one half step too late or to early
you don't quite make it.
One half second too slow or too fast
and you don't quite catch it.
The inches we need are everywhere around us.
They are in ever break of the game
every minute, every second.

On this team, we fight for that inch
On this team, we tear ourselves, and everyone around us
to pieces for that inch.
We CLAW with our finger nails for that inch.
Cause we know
when we add up all those inches
that's going to make the fucking difference
between WINNING and LOSING
between LIVING and DYING.

I'll tell you this
in any fight
it is the guy who is willing to die
who is going to win that inch.
And I know
if I am going to have any life anymore
it is because, I am still willing to fight, and die for that inch
because that is what LIVING is.
The six inches in front of your face.

Now I can't make you do it.
You gotta look at the guy next to you.
Look into his eyes.
Now I think you are going to see a guy who will go that inch with you.
You are going to see a guy
who will sacrifice himself for this team
because he knows when it comes down to it,
you are gonna do the same thing for him.

That's a team, gentlemen
and either we heal now, as a team,
or we will die as individuals.
That's basketball guys.
That's all it is.
Now, whattaya gonna do?

I see you on this friday ,Ed...

Bad lucks do come in form of WAVE...

2009-07-27T17:28:00.004+08:00

Its amazing how bad lucks can strucked you. As usual it comes unexpected and then start to develope a pattern or wave through out period until you wanna yell ur ass out or start to plan ur suicidal method.Well mine started last two weeks ...

Wave one came in form of suspicious and trust,

We never had any issue on this department,

Yet over-sensitive caused fear caused lies caused confession caused distrusted caused argument.

In the end, who started it or who is wrong doesn't matters,

It takes a cooling period to make sure the heated minds to think properly again.

Baby,I still love you alot..Forgive & Forget..thats our motto..

Now let put it in practise..(I am talking bout me)

No Love = sad

Wave two is the physical disabilities,

I know I am left-handed but do you have to go injured my right wrist+thumb, right knees,right 2nd toe??

Come on..I still need them in game..

It really depressing when you running out of channels/ways to undepress urself..(Even more depressing with two "depress" es in one sentence.

You having cooling period with loved one while you can't do sport.

Sitting down quietly at home does not help at all.

No love + No basketball = pathetic

Wave three hit you in your ride,

It been taunting me for 2-3 yrs of fixing that miserable bitch ..

Now I got a new ride, and after numerous hours and efforts poured on getting her and then did two bypass since its National Car..(Proton car is like re-cond branded car..), she did again..

Right the moment I was happily driving to meet my Baby, the window stucked after going down in toll.

Great timing, drove to Service Center and got it working again. Now I get fucking heart attack moment everything winding up or down the windows.

No good window= no meeting baby = no breakfast.. Fuck..

No love+No basketball+No car/security using that new car = depressed

Wave four splash you in form of your Tech tool,

Why oh why..my lappie..Oh why must u go died on the most expensive part.

Mother of all Board..cost me another RM 1000...crap..

Judging I spent nearly RM6K for this lappie...I guess another 1K ..fuck..just do it.

There goes saving plan and there goes my SG trip... (Man,this can be 5th wave)

No love+No basketball+No car/security using that new car+No money = suicidal

So, 4 of waves came through me...sigh..The fact that they come in combination of both or everything..really scary and tiring.Hitting you in all important sides (Physically,emotionally,sanity and financially)

Well, I juz pray hard that waves of good lucks is come splashing like tsunami soon.

Then again, I never believe in luck..but juz my two hands...and my brain..

Plus, Good luck usually arrive in a cup of water..juz to enough quench ur helpless thirsty throat and you like 90% near to die of de-hydration.

At that time, that small amount of water..is like life-saver ..(sound tsunamical?) ..but remember..its juz a cup..comparing with the waves..

Now where is my cup of water?

My Grown Up Birthday Wish List

2009-04-28T00:17:00.002+08:00

I never bother to celebrate my birthday. Instead I hate it coz its like performance review. One age older and you review what have you achieved in your life and things that you plan to do but didn't, things which you wish didn't do but you did. Here my so called Grown-up Birthday Wish List

Wishes:

My SuperManjaAndHotBaby be healtier,happier,stronger and her family too
My Nuisance Mom continue to be what she is.. a nuisance..
My PainIntheAss Sister to get a bf/get laid..she will 4ever be pain in the ass.
Everyone who know me become a better person in someway or some how
FelixMyBestBuddy stay out of troubles...and in track of his goals.(who cares what the goals are)
SeanMyToutai finally ditch his gf.
Jane...wake up...

Plans (Life's KPI):

Finish Funambol R&D and create something awesome to replace the Irish Beers layer (Beers:taste good,feel good but u feel shitty after that..every single time)that been bugging my bosses.
IT country head/lead position - I am in for the money but the name is fucking awesome cool and surplus in pickup lines. (E.g. : Oh hi! I am [watever field] [country name] HEAD /LEAD)
Other than a cup of java : U know the caffeine in it getting me addictive but some PHP or C++ do no harm.
But then again, more specialised in proccesing the beans ..those make ur cup of java taste better than others.
Teach my NuisanceMom bout recycling and reusable shopping bag.Awareness start from home.
Gone Tummy Gone ...SoniaYouBitch..shut up!! I know..will buy beers for last year bet.
Utilising RM 6000 Lappie to the fullest.
RM 0 in my credit and something in my debit....
Basketball ..hmm..nah..i am pretty much good at that..(I give up dunk long time ago)
Air con ...Malaysia feels like Qatar now.
6 sesampat get together!!!!!

Wants (Luxury needs):

Break the 5 area for salary by end of year.
My bluetooth Sony Stereo Bluetooth® Headset (I hate wires nowadays)
Purplelish Kobe Zoom IV ( I know I got red wan)
Another Levi's
Dad getting us 42'' Bravia Z series (I add another 200 then wah lah..PS3)

And finally Thanks list:

My SuperSweetDecent(hahaha)Baby for being there and love me as I do..well almost all the time
Felix MyBuddy for staying true to me and supporting me through whatever shit.
Sonia YouBitch for listening to all my relationship-complaints,since you only person seeing from outside (unbiasly)
Sean MyToutai for all the helps and crazy times..
MyLeftHand for creating such impossible to stop shots..
My wonderfulColleagues that makes my office like a friends-outing.
My friends near or far, old or new....thanks for help making who I am.

Well ,wishes will be wishes , plans i can do myself and wants is such a motivitation tools but Thanks is genuinely Thank You. Everyday ...I try to be a better person than yesterday...Out! ...Fucking uncle speech..damn..

NINE WORDS WOMEN USE

2009-03-24T23:25:00.002+08:00

I read one email (by Racheal) about nine legendary phrases used by women. I found out my Baby and some of my female friends to utilise it from time to time. Baby... I heard all the stated phrases more than one..from u..You are the pure breed of women..hahhahaha
(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. So TRUE!!
(2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. Been there...really true...
(3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fire. Aiyo..kena this during the "day" of the month...never missed..
(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! My bangkok trip with guys..sigh
(5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (+_+) ....
(6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake. Every single time I FFK her..for something else or basketball...or..didnt plan any date
(7) Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome' . That will bring on a 'whatever'). Hahahahah..so TRUE
(8) Whatever: Is a woman's way of saying F-- YOU! Hell yea..guys normally just said "FUCK YOU"
(9) Don't worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to # 3. I juz kena this last weekeend~~

Guys..nothing u can do about this except endure it..or find a way around it..Amuse them..entertain them..There's bound a period where we are the victims...sigh....

Worker Life...Sigh~~

2008-04-01T11:45:00.004+08:00

*MONK* (Intro)
Kam Sze Kwan Foh..........

*JERICA*(Chorus)
Ngo tei lee pan tah kong chai
Yat sang yat sai wai chin pai , choe low tai
Koh chong san foo chit thor kong chut hak kwai , sei pei lei thai
Mai wah mou mat saw wai (Theng sam thengfai , hai mang tou yau ngan thai
Kat lam poh , sai yong tor , ying chan fei sheong hoe kwai)
Ngo tei lee pan tah kong chai (Wai chor wan leong chan)
Yat sang yat sai wai chin pai , choe low tai (Kau tou ngoh kom chan)
Koh chong san foo chit thor kong chut hak kwai , sei pei lei thai
Mai wah mou mat saw wai (Theng sam theng fai , hai mang tou yau ngan thai
Kat lam poh , sai yong tor , ying chan fei sheong hoe kwai)

*POINT BLANC* (Verse one)
Chek lok hoi yeh hoi tou chow san pei
Yat yeh wan chin phok tou ngo fei
Hei , sam kei , wai chor , yew seng kong
Fan tou ngo seng nga shein em hung (aha)
Wan leong chan , tou wee kom lan
Thim kai lee koh sai kai pin tou kom kwai sei fan
Lei man ngo , ngo man pin kor , woh ,
Ngo tei lee pan tah kong chai ke meng mai kam loh
Kau thim tou em thim , yau chiu chou tou mann,
Tong kai , yit ku lei em low , ying chan poke kai
Kam see kam yat , yee keng em hai hoe chi kau pai ,
Kau sap nin toi yan hai sek kong , lei yau mou chin sai
Theng sam teng fai , hai mang tou yau ngan thai
Kat lam poh , sai yong tor , ying chan fei sheong hoe kwai
Choei pai , chut tou yit leong lei tou yew han , han kam lei sai
Kom san foo phok meng chow hai yan whai , wan leong chan mai

Chorus 1 x

*LANDSLYDE* (Verse two)
Yat lin , sam pak loke sap em yat
Sing kei yat , chou tou lai pai yad , wai mut ?
Yau chiew chou tou hak , chou lei chou hoi tak koh kat
Wan kat , ngo hou seong chee tou
Lei chee em chee tou hoi sam fai lork whee em whee hai thei khau
Lei tei em sai pong sau , yee kah tit yau chin chai
Chan hai hoe sek heong sau , em sai chou
Em sai yaue chee yin chong yau chin sau
Kau tou ngo tei lee pan foh kei mou tak hou thau
Tou toa lee koh see how cheng sat pei lei tai kah thai
Ngo ke know lek kah seong ngo ke seng kong
Kam kok tou ngo yat teng chou tak tou

*JERICA* (Bridge)
Pun kan pat leong , chou tou chek chik kam ke yeong
Pun kan pat leong , sap sui phow cheong thim wui heong
Pun kan pat leong , kaow keong-nga char chiong chau hoi cheeong
Chut chor pun kan lek , seong wah loh fhan chuk pat leong
Kah chan ngok wan saek , pin yau pun kan pat leong kam lei seong
Choi choeing (4x)

*MONK* (Verse three)
Chee chong , yat kau kau sap lok lin
Ngo chau hoi cheei chut lei phow chour chok chok yat nin
Yee kaour choi hai kai choke hai kam ngo man lei ngo ying kaoi thim sien
Man yat phei pan pang yau kin tou , ngo mai hou kwai mou min (uh)
Ngo , thong ngo chee kee wah kohchong kam yee hau hoi chee chei kee kwoi peen
Chut chor leong yan kong chee hai tak fan chat pak kei mhan
Tan hai mui man chou tou pun yeh sam kan
Phouw sek phouw cheie
Phak koh , kau toh ngo chau san mou mut tak han
Choew tou seng chek kaow kam tou hai wai chor leong chan
Chan (4x)

Chorus 3 x

Me with my Heart and You with your Past

2008-03-28T20:36:00.004+08:00

Past .. something of you I never able to erase,
The fear is seems so fimiliar,
The pain seems so friendly,
The confusion seems once know me.
Why I am here? again?
Putting my heart into risk again..
Going against all the odds in world..
With the reason of love which looks one sided,
With the reason of you being want to try,
Try to open you broken door for me,
My feelings towards you is like a storm,
Somehow, when it reachs you..
It is just a gush of wind..which is warm.

Present..everything you put in time trial,
With excuse that everything will clear at the end of time,
Whether you are mine or we move on with our life,
Somehow you don't understand,
Somehow you don't realise the depth,
Feels like I am drowning myself again,
This vicious cycle that seems never end.
But when I see your smile or your foolish act of mind,
I feel it is worth to stay awhile,
Maybe it is different for this time,
Maybe because she willing to try..

Future.. I dunno..I don't care..
I choosen this path..Good ending I will pray..
Hope I won't have to explain to my heart again..

The Land of Smiles

2008-02-06T11:55:00.000+08:00

Here I come ,

Thailand.. Land of Smiles

~Chantek~

2008-01-28T18:20:00.002+08:00

hey wanita

gembira dapat berjumpa

teringat kembali kali pertama kita bersua

ingat bila kita bersepatu serupa

tak lama dahulu jangan kau kata kau dah lupa

kau bersama kawan2mu yang nyata

kau paling menyerlah di antara mereka

rambut hitam warna coklat anak mata

membuat aku kurang fasih bila bicara

apakata kita ambil sedikit masa

untuk mengenali sesama kita dgn lanjutnya

dan jika kau rasa apa yang ku rasa

ayuh kita ke bab 2 dan seterusnya

chantek..

dirimu buat ku tertarik

menghilang segala prasangka

di jiwa

ohh chantek...

sungguh aku cinta kamu

dia..

pandai menjaga hati ayah dan ibunya

kelakuannya sama dengan orang tua ku juga

dia..

bisa cipta yang gula dari yang cuka

pandai menukar yg duka kepada suka

dia..

bijak mengatur acara dan juga masa

cekap memasak garam gula secukup rasa

dia..

pandai menjaga harta dan juga duitnya

tetap anggun tanpa mendedahkan kulitnya

dia..

setia pada Yang Esa satu-satunya

memenuhi tanggungjawab 5 waktunya

dia..

punya tempat dalam rancanganku rangka

tak usah lengah

ayuh kita berumah tangga

chantek..

sechantek suria menyinar

seindah bunga yang di taman..

mekar...

chantek...

dirimu buat ku tertarek..

menghilang segala prasangka

di jiwa...

oohhh chantekk..

sungguh aku cinta kamu

aku..

melihat kita bersama di hari tua

dia..

masih satu tiada empat tiga atau dua

dan walaupun kau sudah ke pudaran rupa

kau tetap cantik padaku aku tak lupa

kita bersama di anjung luangkan masa

kewangan kita merdeka mampu tersara

hasil usaha kita dari masa dahulu

cukup untuk mengisi perut anak dan cucu

hidup santai tak perlu terburu-buru

punya masa kerja ibdah dan juga ilmu

anak kita dan ayahya semua sebulu

aku bilang kau chantek dan mereka setuju

chantek..

sechantek suria menyinar

seindah bunga di taman..

mekar...

chantek...

dirimu buat ku tertarik..

menghilang segala prasangka di jiwa

ohh chantek...

sungguh aku cinta kamu...

Juz another Ads

2008-01-18T20:53:00.000+08:00

Check out what i found along the way to lunch..

Damn...it getting daring..

Next thing...order online or sms..

Keng

Two Zero Zero Eight

2008-01-14T20:50:00.000+08:00

Brand new year,

More workload,

Different attitude,

Fresh hopes

Same plan,

Different way,

Healthier meal,

Proper rest

I'm back,

Into ball game,

New team,

To begin

Stricter mindset,

Emotion mature,

No excuse,

Time 2 go...

Sins

2007-12-17T18:48:00.000+08:00

Sometimes..people juz make mistake.

Its not done purposely. It just happen.

Some called it bad habits.

Some juz called it pure sins.

Sinner..is what i am.

I made mistake that i saw it coming.

Still I let it happen...

Can I be cured?

Even myself start to hate me.

Missing..someone is not the excuse

neither loneliness too.

I guess I have to live with it.

And somehow grow out of it.

Atleast the process is pretty much pleasurable.

Seriously..i am Sinner...

but who am I to judge..my self..

I just have to live on bearing my mistakes

And make sure..I am worth someone to appreciate..

I miss her dearly.....very very dearly...

~INKED~

2007-12-10T20:46:00.000+08:00

Milestone achieved ..enuff said..I am INKED!

The Long Walk in the Long Road

2007-11-26T19:37:00.000+08:00

I was wrong..
I thought I am at middle of the long road
I believed I walked quite a distance..
I was proud of my achievement.

Yet,You showed me that I still have a long way to go.
You showed me that I need still need walk for a long time.
You let me know I am not allowed to run.
You tell me I am not even yet even begin to walk.

Such a long road...can I walk it?
Such a long time...can I wait?

Been running or taking shortcuts..
Been getting fast conclusion and results..
Hmmm...
I think I walk this time....
And see how far this long road will bring me..
And see how strong this pair of legs can be..

Lets walk now....together

Bringing My Dreams Exceeding My Past&Memories

2007-10-22T18:37:00.000+08:00

Short
Your dreams are not warnings of what your future holds. You can still shape it.

Long
There's a nice warm place in your heart where you keep special memories and nostalgic ideas, but it's not an infinite space, and right now you need to make some room. There are a few old exes, forgotten dreams, and outdated philosophies that need to get cleaned out. Many of these things feel necessary from an emotional point of view, but from a realistic point of view (which is what you need to use today), they could be holding you back. Don't hold on to things that are too stale.

-End-

Come & Go

2007-10-16T19:45:00.001+08:00

Life... consists of ppl come and go.
Some are forgotten and some get unknown.
Getting numb of the vicious game
Same story, same ending but different name

Yet, someone you will meet sooner or later
Someone who tells you "I beg to differ"
Her answer to complexity is pure simplicity
Getting involved with her life becomes your activity.

Everyday, you wonder what's in her mind
Till you screwed up your own bloody mind
The similiarity of her story make you fear
And the line she drew is pretty damn clear

Timing now seems so wrong
Even its right, I might been gone for long
Something bout her that make me stay
Juz wanna make her smile and have a better day

Before It Is Too Late.....

2007-10-09T09:31:00.000+08:00

If.....you are a tender message
Or a loving word to say
Do not wait till you forget it
But whisper it today
The tender word unspoken
The letter never sent
The wealth of love unspent
For these some hearts are breaking
For these some loved one wait
So show them that you care for them
Before it is too late....

2007-10-05T13:39:00.000+08:00

Well..its really scary..how true I am getting rated like this

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Accommodation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Physical Fitness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Indie	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%

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Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.

Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

You, Me and Time..juz not the right equation yet..

2007-08-20T21:24:00.000+08:00

Your face lights up the sky on the highway.
Someday, you'll share your world with me someday.
You mesmerize me with diamond eyes;
I try to fool myself to think I'll be alright.
But I am losing all control -
My mind, my heart, my body and my soul

Never in my life have I been more sure,
So come on up to me and close the door.
Nobody's made me feel this way before;
You're everything I wanted and more.

To speak or not to; where to begin.
The way dilemmas I'm finding myself in.
For all I know you only see me as a friend.
I try to tell myself wake up fool; this fairy tale's got to end.

"Never in my life have I been more sure,
So come on up to me and close the door.
Nobody's made me feel this way before;
You're everything I wanted (more).

You're everything I wanted

Balisong - Rivermaya

Missing you already..apple...

MaMak StandbY WiTh 3G TeCh

2007-07-31T01:09:00.001+08:00

27th July 2007..

Event: Celeb Mania standby
Venue : Jasmin New Mamak Corner
Period : 12am - 2.30 am
Connection : 3G ala Celcom
Workstation : Laptop by company
Conclusion : Smooth connection all the way for the period of 3-4 teh tariks.

ReLoCation & Redefine Controls

2007-07-13T18:36:00.000+08:00

After trying out msn.spaces.live bout for 2 months. Decided to move to the famous blogspot.com.

Feeling like newbie all over again but with much more control of what i want to do. Got lost in my life temporarily but i found the direction back. Nevermind, i slowly running back into the track...Wait for me..i will be back. So now, give me my sword.....

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